NKOTB

This year has been really awesome!! I went on a New Kids on the Block cruise!! Jon was so sweet and Donnie gives the best hugs!!! All of the guys are really great!! On the cruise when they switched into their toga wardrobe Jon gave me his toga crown!! I finally put the toga crown into a shadow box picture frame! It looks so cool!! Now i know it won't break apart or get ruined!!

I went to the concert on 6/8/13 and I had my first meet & greet!! It was awesome. First walked in Donnie & he gave me the longest hug! Then walked in Jon and I told him what I wanted to tell him!! I got a hug from each of the guys! It was incredible!! Then today a few people told me that they saw a commercial with me for enews!! So this Friday I will be in a small clip on enews at 7/6 c 

So I am really excited!! There will be other news that I will talk about later!! I am going to another NKOTB concert 2 hrs away and I believe I will get a meet & greet with 98 degrees since the last one was with nkotb & I was always a fan of 98 degrees so that will be a dream of mine coming true!! I have never lived my life more than this year!! So try to catch a glimpse of me on enews this friday!!

Anxiety

I have so much problems with anxiety and then I can get panic attacks!! One way to cope with the anxiety I write in a journal! I always have a pad of paper and a pen with me so whenever I have a little anxiety or any kind of feelings!! You ever need a piece of paper I am pretty sure I have it!! lol... :) I think my anxiety all started back when I was younger and was bullied because I wasn't rich, or popular! I think that definitely lowered my self esteem!! Also ever since I got dizzy I have had to use a wheelchair, but I never use it to sit in it unless i absolutely have to! I use the wheelchair to push so I don't get as dizzy as much!! I am going to do one thing to face my anxiety and worrying that I am going to post a picture  of myself that I think it is really nice!! So here it is!!